Another High

Another high couldn't even come close

The feeling of it is what I loved most

Love addict

Until I overdosed

Notes

Your notes will play in my ears until the day I die
It was like floating on air when I heard you play
As you made love to the keys
I had silent organisms to the sounds
How I miss hearing the cords and melodies your hands found
And even though we shall never kiss
If I forget everything I will remember this

Lyrics Song-30years

It's trip when you ain't handed the right cards
Some girls end up on the boulevard
So much shit but I'm still fighting hard
Never a stranger to the psych ward
But I stay true like a crip in blue
And in the end you got to choose you
I know the sky is always blue
And the sun still shines on a G and a fool
And in the end you choose between the two
I rather have a heart then a diamond ring
And tell me why does the cage bird sing?
Strange to the extreme that I made it to thirty
When a sista been played so dirty
Here's hoping forty
Here's hoping forty
Here's hoping forty

Waz up

Puzzel

I feel like

I am nothing

I have lost so many things

I have destroyed relationships that were the best

When I beat up my little sister

Never could my soul rest

When I abused my son

Will God give be the streeats to rest

The streets to run

I lay under my covers in my bed day after day

After day

And the dark shy falls again

Another day

I lay there the emotions so extreme

Regrets

Oh the regrets

But time won't let me go back

I would willingly give time my hand

Or exist in the universe some where

Where there are no rules for time

There is a tickling bomb inside my heart

It first name is pain

The guilt that I hold

Could battle with any any hurricane

Guilt can turn you into a ghost

Guilt has a coffin

Already prepared

Guilt puts me to bed and awakes in the the morning

I've made love with guilt and had its baby

And now the baby has drove me crazy

I'm trying to change but I'm in trouble

The time is passing

And I have not figured out the puzzle

Fallen

Fallen leaves
Fallen roses
fallen rain
fallen snow
fallen stars
Fallen butterflies
Pretty and Oh
So gentle
Beautiful and
Oh so colorful
Butterflies
A fallen blue bird
A fallen dream
Snow is colder then froast
In love the first to suffer has lost

Play Piano

Piano play with me

Pull me and hold me captive

Oh piano play my pain

Oh piano play my smile

Oh piano play my heart

Oh piano you play rain

My ears are yours piano

Take me into your paradise

Of sweet peach trees

Crisp sweet apples

Sweet crystal waters and summer nights

Play with me Oh piano

Play me black notes

Play me a symphony

Play sweet dreams for me

Oh piano you have been so good to me

On lonely nights with red, red wine

Keep me company oh piano

On lonley nights when bitter sweet chocolate love is absent

Play me my love

Oh piano

On winter nights when the bed is ice cold

Oh play me a song piano

Play me Beethoven

Play me Mozart

Oh piano of mine

You know thy heart

What If?

What if I told you the ground you walk on is just an illusion?
What if I told you the cars that move upon the ground is just an illusion?
What if I told you where you are driving is just an illusion?
What if I told you your job is just an illusion?
Wat if I told you that if I told you the money you make is just an illusion?
What if I told you your house is just an illusion?
What if I told you the shows, movies, and stars on TV are just an illusion?
What if I told you your lobster and wine was just an illusion?
What if I told you the gold you take off your neck and fingers before going to bed is just an illusion?
What if I told you success is just an illusion?
What if I told you your trips to Paris and London are just an illusion?
What thoughts would you ponder if I told you this whole entire world is just an illusion?
If you don't know the hidden secrets it would cause you so much confusion

Shakespeare's Sister

If real love is only in fairytales
But if real love lives
But if real love only dwells in hidden places
Tell me
Oh tell me
Why do my elders worry their faces
How can it not exzist?
Many girls blow out their candel sticks
For his first kiss
When I open and close my eyes
I imagin youths soft lips
But there can not be love
Where there is no pain
A world full of those born
Would say the same
And those born to die
How long will he have me?
And should I even try?
The elders tell me of haunted stories
All though my eyes are still painted with glories
Shakespeare's sister
Youth and glory
A story
A boy and a girl
uncorrupted by the evil world
Will they make it through times end?
If love is real
If love really dwells
If it comes out of hidden places
I know it is factual
Since felt
It is factual
When he kisses her
For I know
I am trully Shakespeare's sister